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Monday, April 17, 2017

"Give us Barabbas"

Good Friday Sermon
Holy Week 2017

“Give us Barabbas.”

Walking toward Golgotha, you would see it before anything else.  

Wooden cross beams bearing the bodies of men condemned to a torturous death.  Closer still, you would see the blood running down the wood of the cross in rivulets from pierced ankles and wrists, soaking and staining it red in the bright noon sun.  

The smell would hit you next.  The pervading aroma of death.  The coppery scent of blood mixed with the stench of men who have soiled themselves from the pain.  The wine soldiers drink as they wait for their prisoners to die.  

Can you hear it?  The weakening gasping of men slowly asphyxiating, slowly suffocating under their own weight?  The sharp snap of the bones in their legs as soldiers take a large hammer to them?  All so the crowd can get home sooner?  The sucking sound of a spear plunged into flesh, then slowly being drawn out of Jesus’ side? 

Not a week ago, the people of Jerusalem joined a procession of Palms and cloaks to welcome this man Jesus into the city.

This man covered in blood with skin ripped and flayed from his body…the marks of a scourging with a whip braided with metal shards.

Hours earlier, he stood before the assembled crowd with a reed for a scepter and a crown of thorns—a mockery of the claim to royalty.
“…he had no form or majesty that we should look at him,
nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
He was despised and rejected by others;
a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity;
and as one from whom others hide their faces
he was despised, and held of no account…”
The crowd, spurred on by their religious leaders, were given the choice between Jesus or Barabbas. 

They said “Give us Barabbas.”

Barabbas.  A murderer. A failed insurrectionist.  We translate John calling him a bandit, but the word is often used to describe those who rebel against the Roman Empire.  He was apparently involved in a riot in Jerusalem—these riots were the reason Pilate moved from his typical headquarters in Caesarea on the North coast of Israel to Jerusalem in the first place.  Especially at religious festivals when passions and tempers run high.

Jesus or Barabbas.  That was the choice.

A choice orchestrated by the political and religious leaders of an occupied territory under a tyrannical military empire.  They feared Jesus—what his unorthodox faith but signs of power would mean for them. Caught between keeping their people alive, keeping their faith as they saw it, and doing so in an unstable relationship to an occupying superpower—they feared the Romans, who applied excessive force with subjected peoples got too uppity.

And so as Caiaphas the High Priest said, “It is better to have one man die than have the nation destroyed.”[1] 

“Destroy the threat to our power. Give us Barabbas.”

But this was not the choice of moral monsters. 

At least, if we were to think of them as such, we may as well give ourselves and the rest of humanity that title, too.

Because we also know all too well the same calculations that lead to saying “Give us Barabbas.”

We are ambivalent about power, about violence. We, like those religious leaders, know the cold logic of calculating what it takes to keep safe, to keep comfortable, to keep control. 

We are not immune.  We know the mixed emotions that keep us choosing necessary evils.

We want peace; we choose leaders based on their willingness to war on our behalf. 
We want unity; we choose winners and losers.
We want civility; we blame the downtrodden for the violence they receive.
We want to be moral; we stand in awe of the marvel of our weaponry as we calculate how many of our own may be spared death by our ability to incinerate millions in a flash of atomic fire.

We may want Jesus, but we’ll take Barabbas. 
And we’ll the gamut between lamenting or celebrating our decision. 

After all, we live in a dangerous world.  We ought not be naïve.

We know we have to get our hands dirty sometime; we appreciate those who spare us from proximity to that life and work—as though we, like Pilate, can wash our hands of it all.

Then Jesus comes—preaching a kingdom built on peace and love.

What sort of Messiah is this? 
Doesn’t he know what it takes to beat the Romans?  Our other enemies?
Doesn’t he know what it means to be free?

At least Barabbas knew what was necessary.
At least Barabbas knew the way the world works, even if he failed.
Give us Barabbas.

And so when God comes to earth preaching peace, love, and good news to the poor— what does humanity do?
He whom none may touch is seized.He who looses Adam from the curse is bound.He who tries the hearts and inner thoughts of humankind is unjustly brought to trial;He who closed the abyss is shut in prison.He before whom the powers of heaven stand tremblingstands before Pilate.The Creator is struck by the hand of his creation.He who comes to judge the living and the dead is condemned to the Cross;The destroyer of Hell is enclosed in a tomb.[2]
While one may wonder why God in Christ chose death on the cross as the way to work our salvation; the better question is whether we really think it could have happened any other way.  In our manifold sins and wickedness; the cold logic of the Enemy—the ruler of this world who is now thrown down—that cold calculation is still what we choose, again and again.

Perhaps instead of wondering “why the cross,” there should not have been any doubt that when even our creator showed up on Earth, we would be threatened enough to kill him.  

We scare so easily.   
And humanity is so predictable--and unimaginative of the possibilities of God’s reign.

The span of history reminds us that even with the work of salvation done-and-yet-ongoing, human nature is still warped in a way that no one, not even the Church, can fix without God.  Unfortunately, the drums of war and the banging of gavels are sometimes loud enough to drown the still, small voice calling us to forgo the calculations that keep us estranged from everyone around us and grasping for control.

This is the world we create when we say we want Jesus, but “give us Barabbas.”

What we get instead is God in Christ, who came in weakness and humility to show the power of love and life; who shows that there is power beyond and stronger than the forces of death the powerful rely upon in this world. who chose to conquer the cross as the judgment on our capacity for cruelty.  The crosses we wear, and that we use to decorate our churches and homes ought to confront us with that judgment of God against us—A judgment on our propensity to choose Barabbas.

And that makes us witnesses not only to Christ’s work of salvation, but calls to our attention to the crucifixions and deaths we witness daily as the world tries to justify them.

Every day.  Even this very week.
The world says “give us Barabbas.”
Yet every year.  On this very night,
we are reminded to say “no, give us Jesus.”

Every year, on this night,
we hope as Isaiah did, that:
Just as there were many who were astonished at God’s suffering servant
--so marred was his appearance, beyond human semblance,
and his form beyond that of mortals--
that he shall startle many nations;
kings shall shut their mouths because of him;
for that which had not been told them they shall see,
and that which they had not heard they shall contemplate.
God came to die at the hands of his Creation.  
His own beloved.  
Let that inspire silence.  
Let Jesus’s work be seen for what it was.  

Let the way of a quiet power over death and the stillness of a tomb shame the powers of the world tonight.

Tomorrow, in the stillness of a tomb the soft gasp of a body resurrected will inspire a chorus of angelic voices that will shout down the powerful and the forces of death.

A savior who proclaims peace and forgiveness and life after death—A death he swallows in victory, and shows that the absolute worst that humanity can do is nothing, nothing, to what Christ has done and will do.  This is worthy of awe and gratitude.  May it be precious in our sight.

May once again the world—and us—be inspired to say, “give us Jesus.”



[1] Jn 11:50.
[2] From Vespers on Good Friday, Kallistos Ware, The Orthodox Way, 1st ed. (Crestwood, NY: St. Vladimir's Seminary Press, 1995).  The final lines: 
O thou who has endured all these things in thy tender love,
who has saved us all from the curse;
O longsuffering lord, glory be to thee.

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Remembering All of It

Maundy Thursday,
St. Matthew’s, Chandler

Remember.
The word, and the concept, of remembering, of memory recalled and made present once again, echoes like heartbeat through the readings tonight.
Remember.
Exodus:  God has acted decisively in our liberation, and we will return to this night every year.
Remember.
The psalmists sings:   
How shall I repay the Lord *
for all the good things he has done for me?
I will lift up the cup of salvation *
and call upon the Name of the Lord.
… I will fulfill my vows to the Most High.
Remember.
Paul to the Corinthians:  The story of this supper was given to me, and now I give it to you.
Remember.
Jesus to the disciples:  “I have set you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you.” 
Remember.
Here we are. 
To hear the stories.
And remember.

Remembrance—how and why we remember—particularly the story of this night in Christ’s life, and the life of the disciples, is inseparably linked to the mystery of Christ’s work of salvation.
And when I say mystery, I do not mean that we are talking about unknowable conjecture and theological meandering; I mean that we are talking about an everlasting truth that eludes comprehension, yet still illuminates the very depths of God’s inexhaustible power and love.  The night brings to us a remembrance of God’s nature, revealed in Jesus.

You see, memory and remembrance has particular meaning in a Christian context.
We—all of us—are held in the memory and care of God.
All of our pains, all of our joys.  All of our wounds, all of our woundings of others.
We are responding to the work of a God who carries the weight and memory of every pain and trauma and joy and mundane moment of existence.

As God says to the prophet Jeremiah “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart.”[1]  Jesus himself reminded us that the one who grounds all of existence is also the one who has also counted every hair of our head.

And as the psalmist sings of God:
Lord, you have searched me out and known me; *
you know my sitting down and my rising up;
you discern my thoughts from afar.
You trace my journeys and my resting-places *
and are acquainted with all my ways.
Indeed, there is not a word on my lips, *
but you, O Lord, know it altogether.[2]

To God, no one is forgotten.  No injury is overlooked.

God knows the messiness of our lives and the difficulties of human existence.  He remembers that we are dust, given to decay and sickness and death. 

But our Lord did not die of disease or old age.  He died on the cross through a deliberate set of political considerations and schemes and betrayals.  As such, it is worthwhile to consider over these three holy days what Christ action saves us from and brings us toward.  

And given the nature of Christ’s death, it is worth considering especially the violence which we are so good at visiting upon each other, not to mention the apathy we are disposed to show in the face of overwhelming human suffering.  There are so many ways in which humankind so often goes beyond not showing love to our neighbors, or even as regarding others as of little consequence, but instead we tend more often toward mutual rejection of each other.  

Hate so often goes both ways in our broken relationships, both individually and corporately, with us feeding off of the violence of each other in a twisted inversion of the Golden Rule. Instead of heeding the word to “Do unto others as you would have them do to you,” we live in a world that teaches “do to others as they do to you, because it is only fair.”  

Violence spirals in vicious circle as victim and oppressor visit yet even more violence upon each other.  In such an inversion of the Golden Rule, the moral bar is continuous set lower and lower.  We may say “We have gotten our hands dirty, but at least we are not as bad as our enemy.”  We may hope that fact alone absolves us from the responsibility we actually have to treat others as we hope to be treated.  We dismiss the hope that we are capable of such a loving regard of our enemies as impractical.  We prefer our cold calculations of cost and benefit, power and security, on the level of our private relationships, and in our national lives.  

We are all victims and oppressors.  
We are wounded, we fight back. 
We call it a law of nature.

Our human history is one of violence. We are all of us, in some measure, shut off from one another: Our own options for cruelty, violence, and apathy fade into...
"...a background of raging endemic violence.  We are born into a world where there are already histories of oppression and victimizations: our moral and spiritual growth does not occur in a vacuum.  And so, before we are even conscious of it, the systems of oppressor-victims relations absorb us.  This state of being is the ‘already” and “always” which theology refers to (sometimes unhelpfully) as original sin—this sense of a primordial inheritance of violence, of being born into systems of enforced hierarchy and violence that undergird all human relation before we are capable of understanding or choice." (Rowan Williams, Resurrection: Interpreting the Easter Gospel.)
This violence which constricts our openness to communion or to relationship.  In our world, memory is weaponized, and becomes our source for the stories of our various separations.  

“We are always innocent.”  
“They have always been at war.” 
“He can never be trusted.” 
“She will never trust again.”

This is our world, which Jesus entered as a peasant of an oppressed minority under violent and brutal imperial occupation. He quickly got the attention of this all-too-human system. And on this very night, he will be led away to a sham trial and the beginning of his suffering.  He will give himself freely to his fate, waiting in the Garden of Gethsemane for his arrest.  He will go to his death, the victim of a tug-of-war between religious leaders who see him as a blasphemer who must be killed before he brings revolution and Roman wrath upon them, and an occupying governor who would rather not deal with this issue at all.

But he does not simply die as a sacrifice to the bloody human system.  He will conquer the cross through the resurrection, and in so doing, Christ passes judgment on the ways of our world. 

Apologies if it seems like I am skipping ahead, but here is why it matters:  On this night, in which Jesus washes the disciple’s feet and institutes the sacrament of his body and blood, he was dealing with disciples still bound in the ways of this violent passing world.  He washes the feet of his own betrayer, knowing precisely what was going to happen.  He recognizes the false bravado of Peter, who vows to be faithful no matter what.  Jesus this night knows he will be rejected by the very ones he serves and considers his closest disciples. 

But still Jesus gives.  He gives his service.  He gives his life.  He gives his flesh and blood as food and drink.  And when Jesus will visit the disciples after the resurrection, he will do so in a body bearing the wounds he suffered—yet he will come breathing forgiveness and communion.

Every time we celebrate the Eucharist, we recall the events of this night, of this institution of the Eucharist.  And in the shadows of this celebration is also the remembrance that Christ was betrayed by those who were with him at the table.  The Christ who comes to us in broken body and shed blood confronts us with the memory of our propensity to offer up others as a sacrifice to our own needs for power and control and safety.  And yet, Christ returns to us as a victim who offers victory through resurrection, not violence.  He continuously shows that there is a power beyond the worst violence that the world can muster, a power from God grounded in love, communion, and healing. 

When Christ appears to the disciples after the resurrection, he heals the memory of the disciple’s betrayal.  The memory of the disciple’s shame and guilt—their memory of the betrayal—is not canceled out by Jesus showing up and by his “being okay,” but because the truth is that God will set all to right in due time.  And our memories of pain, ours and others, are the points of our lives where Christ the Victim invites himself in to heal memory—to transform our failures and our betrayals and our desertions into stories of redemption and grace.  Pay close attention to the stories we read as a Church together in the weeks after this coming Sunday and you will hear of the healing of memory and the redemption of betrayal.

Just like that night, in which Jesus served his own betrayers and deserters,
and yet will forgive and reunite them,
we come to this rail, and this altar to remember something precious.

Tonight we remember that the story we tell ourselves
about how the human use of power is naturally lorded over others
is overturned by the very one who created the world. 
Those who follow the Lord of all creation are not called to rule, but to serve.
And so let us do as Jesus showed us, and upend our own notions of power by becoming servants to others
and momentarily obliterate the hierarchies we live in.
let us be vulnerable enough to risk putting ourselves in another’s hands
let us give up the lie that we have no need of one another,
and in so doing glimpse the world God calls us to. 

Tonight, we remember that those who did not measure up because of their desertion and betrayal, found solace and strength first in Christ’s presence with them on this night, then in his returning, and then in his promise to be with them to the end of the ages.
Then, as now, those who follow the Lord are invited to bring our betrayals, our guilts, our pains, and joys, and our memories, and find our restoration through Christ’s presence in His body and blood.
Let us come to the table and find ourselves re-knit into communion with each other,
and with God through Jesus’ Body and Blood.
Let us find ourselves re-membered as one belonging to Christ in his body. 




[1] Jer 1:5.
[2] Ps 139:1-3.