Acts 4:32-35
Psalm 133
1 John 1:1-2:2
John 20:19-31
I have been sitting with this story of “Doubting Thomas”
all week. It has been rather
uncomfortable. I’ve been a bit haunted
by the phrase "Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to
believe."
I’ve always heard this phrase as a condemnation. Perhaps someone has told you that the story of “doubting Thomas” is a warning against losing
your faith. Perhaps you have heard this
passage used as a bludgeon; that if you have doubts and questions, then Jesus
revokes his blessing, and you are no longer welcome or worthy to stand among
those who believe.
But there is something not quite right about that interpretation.
It led me to this question:
Why does Jesus not simply tell the disciples to let
Thomas know that he is risen—and if Thomas does not believe, well, tough for
him?
Put another way:
If Jesus said that a blessing is on those who have not
seen and yet believe, why does Jesus even bother to come and give Thomas what
Thomas asked for— a physical experience of the resurrection?
Another question comes up for me, and this brings up a
matter for the community:
If belief is so important, why do the disciples keep Thomas
around—the disbeliever that he is—sheltering him for a week before Jesus shows
up again?
These questions gives me pause, and it forces me to pay
more attention to what Jesus is doing
before I try to figure out what he is saying. And as I look at Jesus’ post-resurrection
appearances in this Gospel, it becomes clearer that Jesus so desires to
reconstitute the community he formed that he is willing to go to great lengths
to do it, and entertain his own disciples’ disbelief and questions. By Jesus’ own radical love for his disciples
in the midst of their own disbelief, Jesus shows us how we are to experience
our community life.
To look at the story again, we opened the reading with
the disciples hiding behind a locked door.
Mary Magdalene had seen Jesus and told the disciples. John and Peter ran to the tomb. John believed, but we don’t know if Peter or
any of the disciples did. In the other
Gospels they do not. So, we have
disciples, who are NOT out preaching the resurrection, but are hiding and are
not sure what has happened to the body of Jesus. While Thomas sometimes gets a
bad reputation, none of the disciples look too good here.
Jesus comes to them in the room, and the disciples knew
him from two things: his word of peace and
his wounds. They celebrate. Jesus gives them the Holy Spirit, a sign of
his power residing within them. They are
now a people sent, just as God sent Jesus into the world.
Later, Thomas comes in.
They tell him what happened. He
does not believe them. He, being a
realist, wants proof. Even then, in times some would consider less
enlightened, the dead do not rise. The
word of the disciples is not good enough.
Now here is something interesting.
Thomas, in his disbelief, spends an entire week with the
rest of the disciples.
They having received the Holy Spirit, share in Jesus’
mission and life.
They do not
make Thomas leave.
They do not
berate Thomas.
They stay in relationship to Thomas.
Thomas also stays with them.
Then a week later, Jesus, who could have written Thomas
off in his unbelief, returns.
And it is in this personal return of Jesus to Thomas that
we see the point of the encounter. We
start of see the nature of God in Jesus, who is the expression of God’s love in
the flesh. A love that continues and is
not simply bound to how much love the disciples can return to God. This
is the love of a God who desires and yearns to be in relationship; and in
relationship, to open the eyes of the disciples to the way the world should be. This is why the disciples, after having
received the Holy Spirit, do not turn Thomas out of the community.
Last Sunday Father Nicholas mentioned that the
resurrection is less understood as something to be reasoned through and argued
for. It is something to be
experienced. Even the disciples had to
see the resurrection and touch the formerly broken body of Jesus before they
could believe it.
Now we come to that pesky statement about seeing and
believing. Blessed may be the one who
believes yet has not seen, but Jesus shows a grace by the personal encounter
that demonstrates that he will go to great lengths to make himself—and God—known
to all. The disciples belonged with God
before their belief was a matter settled.
Thomas belonged with Jesus before his belief was settled. So too, we are not left condemned. In our weakness and uncertainty, doubt and
questions, God’s grace reaches even further to meet us.
God calls us into this experience of walking through life
in the light of a radical love. We are
not simply called into a philosophical school (though we have this) of
propositions to be defended, but into a relationship with God and the world, which
is to be characterized by an indiscriminate loving regard-- for God, neighbor,
and stranger.
Now, after Christ’s ascension, we are still offered the
experience of God who abides in us. From
the spark of the divine image of God we all share, we encounter God in all who
we meet. As a community of resurrection, we remember that Jesus bore witness to
life after terrible woundings and death, showing the disciples his own pierced hands,
feet, and side. We likewise receive the
Good News from God and from one another that life and love and goodness are
possible in the most trying of times, and that there is a community willing
to bear the image
of God into the world…to walk alongside others in pain, through to the other
side of what may feel like our own personal tombs.
We experience God in worship, music, prayer, and
contemplation. Like the disciples, the
community of God found here, by the power of the Spirit, is called to hold open
the space where an experience of God in Christ is possible, and every possible
opportunity to experience God is open to all.
From the front door to the font,
from the pews to the altar,
from the bread and wine to our healing stations during
Communion.
The welcome further
continues in the ministry of conversation we participate in when we are not in
this sanctuary but eating and drinking together at meals, at coffee hour, or in
study.
Christ beckons, and the divine lure calls.
We call what we
do here ‘radical hospitality,’ but the best kept secret of modern Christianity is
that this hospitality is in many ways traditional. It is the lifeblood of the
Way of Jesus. Saint Benedict of Nursia, who wrote one of the most influential
rules of life for monasteries in the 6th century, advised that communities
welcome all visitors as though they were Christ, and that those who came to the
community belonged with the community—and were considered guests sent from
God-- regardless of whether or not they were believers. Celtic Christians, well
into the medieval period, kept similar monastic practices, allowing all to
enter and stay and experience the life of the Christian community before a
person had to commit to a series of propositions. You could belong before you believed.
This community offers God’s welcome and does not hold
back the good things of God from anyone. This community acknowledges that all belong
here regardless of whether or not one believes, and exists so it can be a place
in which believers and nonbelievers can experience Christ together. And our questions, our doubts, will be met by
the grace of God.
2 comments:
This was profound. Thank you for it. If more people recognized this, we'd have more people joining our communities.
I'm glad I took the time to sit and read this. I cannot wait to read your post about your underlying theology... Sadly, that will have to wait until more of school is behind me. Blessings!
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